I was lying on my bed when I read your msg, I clenched my fist and tears flowed. This is not funny, I know, I’m in deep shit.
Everyone has a set of rules for the game of life. Everyone watches everyone else plays.
At every one time, only one more player is allowed to play with another.
At every one time, one player can only play in two games.
When rules clashed, there are only two choices:
a. Change your rule.
b. Leave the other’s game.
Why is the game playing me again? I can’t change my rules. I don’t want to leave your game. You came to me and made me believe that our rules will not conflict. You came to me and made me believe that my game is worth you playing. Now when your game becomes part of mine, I’m force to go against my rules, if not, I will simply fall out of your game.
If what will happen happens, maybe I should just play my game alone. It makes no sense screwing up my own game again and again.